It’s finally happened!
Whew! I had just about given up. I’d begun to think it would never happen,
but about 4pm I got the call. I am insurance company approved and I have a
date!!!!!! My pre-op appointment date is Jan 10 and Surgery is with Dr.
Callery on Jan 15th!!!!!! I have soooo many emotions going on. I am excited
and apprehensive on what my life will be like (I’ve NEVER been thin, not
even as a baby!), worried that I’m going to be too different and not even
like the “new me”. Hot, cold, up, down, you name it it’s all going on here
in this not-so-little body/brain! Thanks everyone for the support and
advice up to this point, I don’t think I’d have made it this far without all
the encouragement and advice. And I know I’ll still need you along the next
phase of my journey. Well, it’s off to bed, but I just had to share!
“Nobody opens one’s petals fearlessly like a flower, dancing in the wind,
and in the rain, and in the sun… so fragile but without any fear. We are
all living with closed petals, afraid that if we open up we will become
vulnerable.” - Osho.