Journeys into a new world
Monday, July 28th, 2003Tamar,
Thank you for your post. You reminded me of the little things that give me so
much joy each and everyday now. I smile when I cross my legs. I grin when I
walk through a turnstile and I don’t have the normal fear of will I get
stuck, instead I almost laugh outloud when I glide through facing forward. I
sailed through without having to turn sideways in the turnstile. Isn’t life
good? I frown when I sit in the bathtub and I feel my butt bone as I try to
decide which cheek to sit upon so it doesn’t feel uncomfortable then I laugh
when I think about this new bone I have discovered and I wonder if I will
ever get used to feeling it. I make my friends (and myself) laugh when I talk
about my body image and all my stuggles to see myself as I truely am, this is
a daily challenge since my body changes daily. My heart sings when I walk
between two chairs… through a skinny spot in a resturant and no one moves
to give me more room. They seem to think I don’t need a wide birth anymore.
I almost want to skip down the hallway when people don’t move to the side or
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