Megan’s reply to Reasons for staying fat
Reading your words, I was brought to tears…..How did you get into my head?
How did you know? I had been reading this thread since it started and tried
on my own to find my response. I found it hurt way too much for me to focus
on and think about so I would hide it away again until I saw another
response on the topic. And yours today made my heart ache with every word,
thank you for sharing because I know now that I was not alone in the world I
created for myself and I find myself still behaving in alot of the behaviors
that kept me obese - a scary thought and leads me to pray that with my
counseling I can defeat the emotional demons as well as my surgery has
helped to release me from the physical ones.
Tina
Open RNY 3-2-2001
396 before surgery
343 at surgery
217 and lower than I was at 12 years old
Anchorage, Alaska
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