Baron Re: Neverending Battle?
Friday, September 26th, 2003Greetings Friends:
It has been eons since “we spoke”; I hope you are all doing well on your
“journey”. I am getting ready to celebrate both a chronological birthday and
a bariatric “re-birth” next month; it is hard to believe on both counts.
Weighwise I have lost more than I ever prayed or even imagined being and my
size is one I simply imagined being; never really expecting or even serously
hoping to be at. I bought dress pants in a size 36″ a few months ago and
have yet to wear them for fear that I will quickly grow out of them. I have
been blessed I guess with a pretty efficient metabolism; either that or I am
more stringent with my food than I think. Either way, 36″ or 38″ waist, this
surgery has helped do for me what I could not do for myself. What a powerful
tool this is. Yet, the mind and habits go on, drawing from the past and
resulting in my constant food fears and/or infatuations. I am NO posterboy
for weight loss surgery….believe you me. Slowly, I am finding the concepts
of moderation and when I don’t, my little pouch often kicks into gear.
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