Just a note to let you all know…
Hi All,… Just a note to let you know I am still doing OK, & I haven’t gone
back into the hospital since the 9 day stay,… But this is really getting to
me, I can’t eat & I have tried to force thing in me & it just makes me more
nausea. I dont understand it, alot of you actually most of you are all doing so
well & didnt have any problems & neither did I at first…What did I do wrong?
What am I doing wrong? I can’t eat & I can’t drink? I am not sure if I lost
any more weight because I havent been weighed since my last hospital stay? I am
not sorry I had the surgery but I am sure beginning to wonder if wanting to be
skinny is really all that it is cut up to be??? I thought I was going to be
happy but instead each day I get more sad & depressed over this whole mess. It
was 2 weeks ago Friday that I had a hernia repair my sister took me shopping for
alittle while to try & get me into the Christmas mood I went inot 4 stores &
stayed in the car for all the rest, yes I did get some shopping done but then on
Saturday I couldnt move I hurt everywhere & I am so damn weak it is driving me
crazy….I dont know what to think anymore, I tried drinking the pedialyte YUCK
you ever taste that stuff ewwww I just couldnt drink it my goodness how do them
babies drink it I tried & I gagged & it came right back up so that was a no go
for me… anyways I just wanted to let you all know I am still at home for now,
not quite sure what will happen when I do call my Dr. & tell him I am not eating
& drinking like I should be is going to happen then? you all take care & I keep
each & everyone of you in my prayers each night you all are so wonderful….
*hugs* Tammy