thanks to all who responded to my “MIXED EMOTIONS” email the other
day. It just blows me away you guys share so much with anyone who
writes for support like I did. So what did I find out? That my
reactions are quite normal, and that I might continue to feel this
way before, during, and after the surgery. Whew! What a relief.
That the way Im feeling is pretty much normal–wow.
I’ve started thinking about the upcoming surgery in a different light.
I’m thinking about being prepared. I went out and bought TUMS, and
chewable flintstone vitamins, and a large bottle of Tylenol. I also
looked for this silicone foot pad from Dr. Scholl’s that supposed to
be great when you apply it to your scar — I can’t find anything that
says “silicone” most all the footpads are made from a gel substance.
I was really hoping to find that. My next set of baby steps was
getting one of my doctor’s to reduce the size of my meds to smaller
than an M&M. Then my next baby step is part of a grand plan to clean
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