It’s getting close!!!
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005Hi everyone. Just thought I’d post. I have surgery on Tuesday,
01/28. I’m getting really nervous. I’m not sure what’s “normal”
just before surgery, but in addition to the nerves…I’m extremely
emotional! Two nights ago I just broke down crying to my husband. I
know things are going to be so different. There are things that have
to be given up…lifestyle changes…etc. I’m nervous. I know it’s
all going to be worth it! I do know that. It’s just now that it’s
so close…and everything is VERY much real to me…I’m viewing it
all in a different light. I’m trying to stay busy. Getting the
house in order for when I come home…making sure laundry and all
that type of stuff is done. Did the grocery shopping so I’ll have
everything here when I get back. I’ll be staying at my inlaws the
week following my release from the hospital so they can help with my
11 month old daughter that I won’t be able to lift for EIGHT weeks!!
Anyway…just thought I’d share some of my thoughts and feelings so
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